[原创]手掌的乡愁
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我常常怀疑我的手指</span><font face=""> </font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">钎细而不细长</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">诗歌</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">钢琴</span><font face=""> </font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">或者艺术</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">离我仿佛隔离好几个世纪</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">遥不可及</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">消瘦的手掌</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">坚硬而又灵活</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">镰刀</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">斧头</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">或者庄稼</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">在我的手心里欢快着或者痛苦着</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">来来回回</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">哥哥很久以前就离开了庄稼</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">在不同的城市行走</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">那双手掌长年和机器、油污相伴</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">黑黑地长满了厚茧</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我也在多年以后离开了家乡</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">手指间还夹留着庄稼的清香</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">在键盘的敲打和鼠标的游离之下</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">手指开始慢慢淡忘</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我常常凝望手掌</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">常常怀疑</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">这双双掌原来也曾抱过庄稼甩过斧头</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">可是</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我还是不会学习钢琴不会填写诗歌</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">只是在每个夜晚孤独念着老家的歌谣</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">哥哥在某个周末来了</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">他紧张地不安地座在真皮沙发上</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">眼光游离</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">双手不停地抓捏着</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">他和他的弟弟好像有着某种距离</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">这不是他的城市</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">也不是我的城市</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">游离或者行走</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">思念或者怀念</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">总是在不经意间让我们彼此凝望</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">哥哥的手掌厚实布满老茧</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">压的我的手心一阵阵地疼痛</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">哥哥快速地把手抽走</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我却紧紧地抓住</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">那挥荡的镰刀</span><font face=""> </font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">金黄的庄稼刺的我的鼻子一阵阵发酸</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face=""> </font><font face=""> </font></p></span></p><p><font face=""> </font><font face=""> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">哥哥老了</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">头发开始稀落</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">隐隐地看见白发</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">隐隐地看见当年池塘垂柳</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我紧紧地抓住他的手</span><font face=""> </font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我告诉自己</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我不需要别的什么艺术</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">只要好好地活着</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">好好地爱着</span></p>[此贴子已经被作者于2006-6-30 18:41:00编辑过] <p>鼻子酸了......</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">哥哥老了</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">头发开始稀落</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">隐隐地看见白发</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">隐隐地看见当年池塘垂柳</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我紧紧地抓住他的手</span><font face=""> </font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我告诉自己</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">我不需要别的什么艺术</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">只要好好地活着</span><font face=""> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">好好地爱着</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'times new roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'times new roman';">嗯!用力地告诉自己要好好地活着好好地爱着!</span></p> 我爱那些只知道为没落而生活的人。因为他们是跨过桥者。<br/>我爱那些大轻蔑者。因为他们是大崇拜者,射向彼岸的渴望之箭。<br/>我爱那珍爱自己的道德的人:因为道德是没落之意志和一枝渴望的箭。<br/>我爱那个人,他不保留精神的任何一部分给自己,而欲整个地成为他的道德的精神:这样,他精神上跨过桥。<br/>我爱那使自己的道德成为自己的倾向和命运的人:这样,他可以为着他的道德,或生或死。<br/>我爱那不愿有多种道德的人。一种道德胜于两种道德,因为那种道德更是悬着命运的纽结。<br/>我爱那精神与心两俱自由的人:这样,他的头仅是他的心之内脏;但是他的心使他没落。 <p></p><p>-------尼采《查拉图斯特拉如是说》第一卷第四部份</p> <p>影子总是藏着一些故事</p><p>可能没有人知道也许就不会让人知道</p><p>在岁月的影子在生活的影子</p><p>我还看见那些被生活所压迫而苦苦挣扎的亲情和友情</p><p>感谢上帝 把人做成一个有感情的动物</p> <p>一个人走<br/>阳光下的影子<br/>记忆里的沉淀<br/>追逐<br/>过山的云影<br/>摔倒在身边的闲花野蔓</p><p>风忽起<br/>一天黑色的云<br/>遥远的天际缥缈回家的呼唤<br/>脚下迷失的路<br/>一路饥寒<br/>离家更远<br/></p> <p>回家的路总是漫长</p><p>千山万水阻断了望乡的目光</p><p>回家的心却是一点一点膨胀</p><p>化作轻翔的鸟儿</p><p>栖上你的肩膀</p><p>他乡的路坎坎坷坷</p><p>却是乘风的波浪</p> <p>活着,活出了自己的感觉,<br/>理性的结果,张扬感性的思维。<br/>把一切都变成岁月的珍藏,<br/>太阳升起时,不要在街头酣睡。<br/></p> <p>活着 就是一种力量</p><p></p> 嘻嘻,886,妈妈在叫我回家吃饭啦:)*^-^* <p><font size="2"><font color="#000000">陇头流水</font>,流离西下. 念吾一身,飘然旷野.</font></p><p><font size="2">---你们看着手掌唱和,我就着古诗打拍子,呵呵!</font></p>