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Zebra1028

i have not  been here for really a long time . i at this moment only  want to find a realistic way to me to make a lot of money and get a well -educated again. i even forget the feeling of pround that i got during the school and the college after school. i don't want such plain life ,no applause, no ***ile from th e bottom of  my own heart.

mother urges me to find a boyfriend. but , i n fact  ,i want to find a man who really loves me.notsettling for .Can't  that come true?

Yes i, i  use to wait, wait for everything .including a boyfriend. maybe, i believe magic too much. anyway  I still waiting for the coming of my future lover.