hrnzy 发表于 2009-6-7 16:54:16

梦见父亲

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<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9; TEXT-INDENT: 144.4pt; mso-char-indent-count: 7.99"><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 18pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">梦见父亲</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 18pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 18pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体"></SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></P>
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<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体"></SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">前日半夜,忽然醒来睡不着。好久之后才又入梦乡。却做了梦,在梦中梦见我己病逝多年的父亲。醒来,披衣而坐,看着酣睡中的可爱的儿子,沧桑和怀旧、感恩和惜福、辛酸和苦痛<SPAN lang=EN-US>......</SPAN>复杂心绪、万千感慨,齐涌心头。</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></P>
<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体"></SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">我的父亲生前是一个优秀的中学老师,在我少年时,我数十次听他的同事、同学、老师、学生、学生的学生、学生的家长、乡亲等 在人前人后称赞他治学严瑾、诲人不倦、关心学生、热诚待人、学识渊博,极善演讲,口才出众。父亲病逝前因一次病后声音己变得嘶哑。前来看望他的老师和学生背后都很挽惜,说他年轻时声音宏亮,在数千人的全校师生大会上作报告,不用广播,让学生听得入耳入心。他一生桃李满天下,为官为贵的不少,但他仍保持清贫乐道的气节,从不为个人事情去示好结交,别人请托他去找昔日学生办事,也婉拒。</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></P>
<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体"></SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">父亲对子女既是严父又是慈母。学习上关心辅导,生活上无微不至。我在外求学,每次回家,父亲总是极其欣喜。总要设法买些好菜,(<SPAN lang=EN-US>80</SPAN>年代中期我正当少年成长时期,那时每月吃上二三次猪肉己是难得)看着我们狼呑虎咽的样子他就很满足。母亲总在事后抱怨我们少不更事,抢肉吃,不知体恤父亲,让他多吃一点补补身子。其时,父亲常病,气管炎、哮喘己折磨得他身体消瘦。但作为父亲,他宁愿自己省吃俭用,也不想让孩子在长身体时缺乏营养,影响学习和成长。我的功课成绩,父亲每月总要骑单车数十里去我所在的重点中学,询问各科的老师们。放假回来,也总督促我们积极完成作业,做好功课。他常要认真检查过后才放我和弟去玩。有空常吟古诗给我们听。记得有次他背诵清代袁枚的《祭妹文》,禁不住流下清泪。我那时少不更事,还问父亲咋哭了。及至成年,有次再读到袁枚的这篇文章,为袁枚对妹妹早逝的悲情感染,才深深读懂了父亲。</SPAN></STRONG></SPAN><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">“</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">无情未必真豪杰,舔犊如何不丈夫</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">”</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">......</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">父亲<SPAN lang=EN-US>16</SPAN>岁时爷爷病逝,他身为长子,凭着念了几年的私塾,辛苦教书挣几斗米的薪水养活全家。(其时还有<SPAN lang=EN-US>4</SPAN>个年幼的弟弟和妹妹)在他的影响下,我十二岁前就能背很多唐诗了。长大后,在回忆童年课业负担太重、家教太严的同时,也深深地体悟父亲的那份沉甸的父爱和望子成龙的殷切之情。</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></P>
<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体"></SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">记得我初中时模仿朱自清的《背影》也写了篇《背影》,是写父亲的。班主任阅后大为感动,在全班声情并茂地诵读全文,诸多负笈求学的如我等乡下学子均心灵触动,我更是趴在桌上泪流满面<SPAN lang=EN-US>......</SPAN>父爱如山,亲恩永铭,父亲在我幼小的心灵是如此高大,他冒雨送我看病,冒烈日酷暑为我送书送大米和蔬菜的情景,至今思来,仿佛如昨<SPAN lang=EN-US>......</SPAN></SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></P>
<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">1994</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">年,慈父病逝,此后的人生,我独自面对。在饱尝人间冷暖、世态炎凉之后,在历尽沧桑,艰辛坎坷之后,我深深体悟父亲的不易。他的博爱、宽厚、仁慈、无私,他的博学、勤奋、自强、自爱,还有他的清贫、乐道、为人、修身及同病魔顽强作斗争的不屈精神,是父亲给我留下的宝贵的财富。</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></P>
<P style="BACKGROUND: #f9f9f9"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt"><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体"> </SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">“</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">子欲养而亲不在</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">”</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">,及今思之,空余泪痕。想到父亲仅活了<SPAN lang=EN-US>60</SPAN>岁,为病痛所苦,同疾病抗争了大半生,他对生活是多么热爱,对子女是多么热爱,对事业对社会是多么热爱!</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">“</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">鸦有反哺之义,羊有跪乳之恩。</SPAN></STRONG><STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-FAMILY: Verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">”</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体"><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体">饮水思源,亲恩难忘,我终生的遗撼是未让父亲在世享受到儿子对他的一点孝心,让他过上好一点的生活。假如慈父在世,看到可爱的孙子,他老人家有多开心!</SPAN></STRONG><SPAN lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></SPAN></SPAN></P>
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